Knots

Twisting and turning I have tied myself in knots
So many mistakes cannot be undone. 
Every time I see you there 
My heart still skips a beat 
I feel it rising up to my mouth 
Still beating 
My foolish words 
struggling like flightless birds
trying hard to reach you
My mouth opens
My heart falls
Will you still catch it
Or will you walk away?

      I always thought we would be so good together........